Skipping to The Archives of BFF Volume Seven. The Blockage of Volume 3, 4, 5, 6.

Yes I chose Varsity Girls as the cover art. It was that them or Zachary.

So I randomly published The Archives of BFF Volume Seven on a whim on January 6th, 2026. Why? More like why not? The same book that was supposed to be only “250” pages turned into a deep “500+” lore encyclopedia. The book could go on for another 100 pages, expanding the secret relationships between the homie Jackie and Zachary or even the lores of JV Guys. Yet I won’t because that is too much info that can just go in another book. 

I didn’t think I was going to write nor publish book seven before releasing volume 3, 4, 5… 6? Jumping to book seven actually sounds insane but here we are. To be completely honest, I’m pretty sure I skipped to volume seven because volume three, four, and five are pretty deep and the story ultimately shifts to a whole new direction. A direction that I probably need to explore in ~therapy~ before I release any of those installments. 

Even though volumes 3,4, and 5 are already written in a very rough draft… I wrote volume three at a very low mental stage of my life and volume four+five while in intense short term therapy back in 2023. As someone who struggled a lot with disassociation in my past, it's going to take a lot mentally to revisit these manuscripts and package it into a coming-to-christ testimony. I am also hoping to rewrite this story for the betterment of a more…positive ending for certain members. 

I also don’t want to reveal too much but one of my face claims… well he (yes he is a he) is lowkey becoming a challenge in my life. Let me explain. When you give your life to Christ, you go through something called sanctification. It's when God heals you of your past and mold you into a being more Christ-like. It can be a tough process but ultimately worth it in the end. 

Well the Lord is doing work in my life in the relationship department. Same girl who has never been pursued by a guy ever. Same girl who hasn't had a close male friend outside of school in over a decade and sum years….

Well all I know is that I was fasting with my life group on 12/14/25 and somehow ended up going through a deliverance at a Brazilian church. (Bro my Portuguese is mid but through the power of the Holy Spirit, I understood that sermon). By the end of it, II was crying on the floor at some church I barely attended. I mean even the pastor is praying over me. Hand on my head while snot coming down my nose… Y’all it was a whole thing and I never experienced the Lord like that in such a public, foreign yet local setting. 

After this, a certain face-claim-guy is now… coming up a lot in my life. Like I was running into knock-off doppelgangers of this dude and haven't experienced something like this since 2023 when I was first seeking the Lord on whether or not I was called to write TABs in the first place. This face-claim-guy who I found on Pinterest looks nothing like the member he “assigned” too. Like its ballpark but still miles away. Now do NOT start scrolling through the face claim moodboard on the TABs Pinterest. Too many folks, impossible to pick the right one… unless its a really good educated guess. 

Anyways… God apparently brought this fella up multiple times in little snippets here and there since 2023 through revelations and dreams (cause God blessed me with the gift of dreams), and now everywhere I go I am seeing hints and nuggets of this dude. Oh and today, 01/11/26, even my pastor blurted out the location this guy is from (as if I didn’t hear the same niche location from like multiple people at work or while out in public). Again the location is too niche to where I haven’t ran into some who are from this location in over a decade and a half. 

If the Lord is taking me into a direction of actually meeting this guy, (because I know I prayed some crazy prayers back in 2013 and those prayers must had held some deep weight in Heaven), then volume three, four, five, six, and the legacies spin off (following Haru, Junior, and Kimberly story in a time jump) is in deep-deep trouble. It would shift the storyline in a pretty dramatic way. If the Lord is not taking me in this direction of actually meeting this guy, then the process of getting these installments out are still in deep-deep trouble. Cause this face claim is the only face claim I got for one of the members of Switch. Like CHATGPT can’t even generate a face close enough to actual member looks. I can’t just easily choose a different face claim and continue on with the lore. I can’t pull a Greenhouse Academy Brooke recast… It wouldn’t work with this one. Re-casting this member mid season would be sooooo unideal. It would stink really bad. 

The worst part is… I don’t even know this face-claim-guy personally. I know nothing about him. We are from two different worlds. Yet the Lord has brought this guy into my eyesight. So until there is some kind of resolve with that… volume 3, 4, 5, 6… Its will be delayed. Volume three may still be possible to get out later this year because I’m already on my third draft but the others…give me a second. Because this guy is kinda like turning into a Goliath for me. My prayer is that it gets resolved but again… whatever route this takes, TABs will be forever changed leading forward. Or not and this whole ordeal was one big misunderstanding. 

Now you might be like, “Oh just work on Volume Eight. The Continuation of the prequel”. I was just thinking of that but this face-claim-guy participation is required cause I need a face for illustration reference. I do obviously remodel the facial features to fit a more true interpretation of the BFF member BUT I still gotta look at the guy… 

I think this turned into a rant but that’s my TED Talk. I will release more conversations related to Volume Seven in future blog posts! Stay tuned and see you in the next.